How is it like 2 b lonely =(

My Life nowadays is kind of the same old things….i wish i can do something other than the previous and learn somthing rather wasting going centre 24/7….i want 2 continue my drum lesson but no even have enough money 2 use n it….mayb i use 2 much money….y everytime i found some1 i like it always get far until i cant even reach it or i been cheated again 4 de 5th time =( y??? My friends say that i trust people n easy 2 b cheated i really hope i can 4get the past n move forward 2 life….i just cant feel that loneliness again it feel so very bad n it’s not good….i also jealous my friends find their true love 1 easy…i see them so happy 2 have each other, care 4 each other….make fun with each other….n 2 make each other 2 b happy as long they r with each other….i know mayb not 1 knows n wants 2 b my friend but hoping life is not my brain says but i hope is the fact of my heart is true….life is like a road….some people road r smooth full with joy, happiness n a family friends….but 4 mine is a rough road where all hate is gather, no friends no family but only myself on that road…..wathering the road by my own n finding another road 2 go on….i wish them all the best 2 all of my friends n take good care 2 each of your love ones…..chances are not given twice in the real world so take it n precious the moment with each other…..That’s how my life being lonely…. =(

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