Life….y is it so bad always??

It’s nice at 1st….my friend is back….last few weeks ago during 12 / 13 May….i meet her n she gave me a thing i’ll never 4get 4 life…it’s her gift at christmas 4 me….i thought it’s gone 4 good but it’s back in my hands….i’m touched n i nearly cry that day…i enjoy myself with her that day….really nice n good….nice talk….it turn 2 good….well after that….life is back 2 extremely boring……but i got go out with some cool friends of mine…..going play game, yimcha, c tons of movie……like Superhero Movie…which is ok de….yesterday night…. =P well how’s my friends back in life?? ok?? i know u’all will do best….take good care n c ya real soon…. =P

It good 2 have my friend back… =)

It’s good 2 have Marie back as my friend….it’s good….i thought i need 2 avoid again….but every person deserve a second chance…….every1 do….Now i really know how important friends 2 me…..they r like my own family well 2nd family =P…..yeah!!! 2night i going 2 c Ironman with my friends….damn it’s been so long since my birthday….=P Marie……it’s good 2 have u back my friend…..=) i’m happy i’m glad….so how r all of my friends now….sorry if i didnt send testi or greet u i only go only when i update my antivirus……i’m deeply sorry i wish u 4give this friend….=( well u all take good care n keep in touch always =) Peac3…..=P

What a shocked….Not…=)

Last sunday, i really was shocked u know y?? well it like this…..i go out with my sis, Rachel go 2 coffee bean…..later i saw Marie’s Car outside….but i didnt care less at all….then suddenly she sms me….yeah she really sms me saying y dont go in 2 coffee bean….but i still dont care about n continue online as usual….suddenly Marie come with 2 Belgian Chocolate 1 for me n my sis, Rachel….rachel was happy 2 receive it but i got mixed feeling…..she ask me how am i n more or less….later after that i think 2 much n after surfing the net…..me n my sis rachel go thank her in person n go 2 centre…..Is marie really want me back as her friend?? that is a good sign but i feel it just a drama…..movie….but only herself know the truth……well i gtg now….that’s all 4 now =)

I’ll b going soon…..or mayb not….if go…

It’s been like nearly a month n thank goddess it’s already arpil…..i can c my blackgangz…..2day later on…..hehehe…..i got c her last week at coffee bean i think if not c wrong…..with her friends….well i dont know but it seem over….but i just hope it’s not…mayb not in chasing her…but as a friend…..i want 2 call her but just dont know how it goes later…..just dont want 2 b like that night….. =( so how?? well my laptop kena virus also….need 2 reformat……again =P i hope dad can give me
continue study in MSU in shah alam mayb this june or coming year…..c how it goes….lo…..about her…..just cant 4get her…..mayb in my mind yes….but this weird heart wont erase….no matter wat…..if i can go MSU…..my life in kk by3 by3 lo…my friends i’ll miss them 4 life….i really want 2 cry if i really go……=( miss u all of my friends n take good care ya Friends 4 life =)

It’s been a quiet week…….

It’s been a week or 2….since i didnt contact her….how is she doing now??? although i forget her…..in my mind but this heart always want 2 b near with her….it’s been very hard to move on but i’m trying hard 2 do so…..but most of my friends say she is not a suitable friend…..so how? it’s been so quiet…..i want to talk with her…..but how?? i just wish i could do better on that day n it’s my fault……i’m going on…..i still got my friends to hope….but most of all i hope she is still my friend…… i just hope the best but if it come to the worst…..mayb it’s destiny……i hope it not…..well next week it a new day 2 come =) i hope to go on…..n heal this pain…… =)

Lose a love n like person……

It really hurt a lot when u know the mistake u do to the 1 u love but it 2 late she say n scold…..i really am heartbroken n cant even breathe easy….worry n now it come 2 the worst….her n her friends anti-me…….she say i treat her like a fool…..i’ll never treat her n her friends bad but y she say that….i dont know wat 2 do next…..but thanks 2 my friends in kk….i might stand up n go on……just need time 2 4get her…it hard but it worth it…..goodby3 my true heart…..it time 2 say a final goodbye……

It’s a Nice n Very Sad Birthday….. =(

It’s my birthday 2day….but yesterday night…..my birthday it seem so good until something happen BADLy……i arrive with all of my invited friends at Room 25 cafe….v all enjoy ourselves until 3 of my friends….which is the 1 i like come at the wrong time….i call her several time n yet no1 answer until 10.30 p.m n when they arrive v soon r going home n eating the birthday cake….it happy 2 c them all come n enjoy the party but it’s very sad that the gal i like just come n go 10 minutes…..heartbroken….yes……well dont know but i’ll go on….. =)

Wat a Cool Night it is….FuN =P

Yesterday was another happy happy night….it’s so good 2 c her often nowadays hehe….n nice watching movie it’s so cool….well 3 of us go but still nice 2 accompany her….we 3 go watch the movie " Step up: The Streets " …..Damn they really hell ya know their move 2 dance break dance style…..after watching that movie it’s like feeling 2 go clubbing damn….. =P everyone enjoy themselves on that night….i also want thank her n her best friend help me pay 1st later i pay them back de…..i even 4got 2 go coffee bean order the mango cheesecake…..well she also help me add the words on the birthday cake 2 =P….it’s just nice 2 c her n c her happy….i always hope i can c her smile like yesterday night happy n full with energy……well 3 more days 2 go b4 my birthday party…..that’s all 4 now hehe…..take good care n Friends 4 Life 2 all of my true friends =P

Very Nice days of 3 =P

Wah u know wat happen on these 3 separate days? It all happen on the 21st of February….my boss say that that day is Chinese’s Valentine Day n it’s so great that the girl i like a lotz ask me 2 go watch a nice hot racing movie " RedLine ". But that night my friend, chen say go out but last minute say no….which is excellent =P i go buy the tickets 4 3 which includs her best friend 2….i really enjoy the movie with her n her best pal 2…..after v all watch de movie….something happen BIG….her best pal got stomach ache so serious that i stay with them until her best pal is send 2 her friend’s home….it’s good bcoz i really care 4 her…..so that night / day she thank me…n i say never mind wat r friends 4?

While the next day 22 of February i go meet her at her work after i went out with my gang n my friend, Eda after watching Cj7….i look at her working so pretty n hardworking that i didnt realise it’s already 1.30 at the morning….i was planning 2 fetch her home but i didnt ask coz she got her friend’s car….but the strange thing i did tell her after i arrived home in sms n she reply : " y didnt u tell me earlier? " on that night i cant go 2 sleep until 4.30 thinking n stupid 4 not sending her home at time.

While last night, my friend Eda say she cant come 2 my birthday party next sunday so on that afternoon she baked a birthday cake 4 me as her present…..she is de 1st 1 to bake a cake as a birthday present n it delicious….=P she even spend me my drink 2….Thanks Eda 4 ur present ya =)….well after march arrive…i’ll be 22 n i’ll b working in a new job….hopefully it will work out 4 me…..=P Peace 2 all n Take good care 2 all of my friends out there ya n keep in touch always =P

My Valentine’s Day….. =)

2day is every1’s favorite  day - Valentine’s Day. Today she finish 1 of her exam paper and went home early well i didnt know that  so i call her ask her where is her now….when the 12 strike midinight  i send her a sms saying Happy Valentine Day….when i meet her at her home…i feel so happy 2 c her…..she always will b that beautiful 2 me…..after fetching her, our friend, selina need a ride to college so as a friend of coz fetch her go….after that v both go centre as she want to buy something 4 her friend. It’s quite nice 2 talk with her back….i really miss her voice. After v both arrive at centrepoint…..i directly give her my gifts and a white rose, she look so surprise and told me that i’m the 1st person who give her a  rose…..which even gives me even more confident than ever b4….she like s it lotz 2…v both talk a lot during the time v walk…..i’m thankful 4 this day that can benefit a lot…..i enjoy this afternoon with her i hope i can c her back at 2night. I wont b alone this year……not like the previous years…..well Happy Valentine Day 2 all n take good care 4 all of my friends =)